I feel happy, I feel nervous;
altogether, I am just uncomfortable with all these mixed emotions embodied in
me. Why, you ask? Today was the day I dropped off my 9 year
old daughter Kaitlin at a week-long camp, 3 hours
away from home. It is the first time
we have been apart for this long where she is not under the care of another
family member. What was interesting
about today and the days building up to today, was
how excited Kait has been. I realize that although she is only 9, she
is growing up to be a confident, social, kind and responsible girl and I am
needing to let her go just that little bit more than I am actually ready
for. What am I learning? Trusting those you love gives them more
self confidence than protecting them.
And that letting go is good for her and I hope, at some point, good
for me too.